moved.






sometimes, i just wish my posts could be selectively locked.
I saw us break, I watched us fall, it made no sense to me at all.

Labels: bleargh

i think i'm going a little off tangent. recently i've been having weird dreams, like the night before, i was dreaming of electrophilic substitution. like who in the world dreams of the electrons moving, partial charges forming and the electrophile attacking the electron-rich pi cloud?!

then last night i had an ever weirder dream! i dreamt.. there was a volleyball court marked out in some classroom -.- i think my pw classroom on friday. totally imaginative right me. then we were playing volleyball with a piece of crushed paper and there was some teacher as referee. there was even a net?! after that idk, suddenly flew back to high school library, and i saw two people there studying, when i don't think both of them have ever been there in their lives. A and G.

think i'm going nuts. yes. must be the case.

Labels: dreams, promos, studies

"You know I hate it, don't you?"

well, i didn't. it woke me from my sleep months ago, and i still remember if vividly. i do miss the times we've had together, and i just remembered all the times we've spent in the past, till we drifted apart cause of my selfishness. i'm sorry i still can't tell you what it is, and i do wonder if we'll ever share such times before.

subway. i still remember you disliked it, but eventually switched your preference. mugging. sharing. hugs. all these memories from the past, they're still kept with me. but i wonder if you still drop by this place, if you do read this, you'll know who you are, and i can only say i'm sorry.

Labels: friends, reminiscence

teacher's day celebrations :D the concert was quite high cause the emcees were quite entertaining haha :D oh but apparently some crazy fangirl scolded don after the performance cause she said it was degrading her idol lol?

went back to high school to visit teachers, but many teachers left for lunch alr D: anyway HAHAHHA. we totally had fun spamming mr chia's table with post-its, he left a few pads there, and we just took and stuck it all over his workplace :D :D :D shall update with a photo once i get from jun an!

after that we just crashed our old classroom since it wasn't locked, and well, memories. all the stupid stuff we used to do in that room, kicking a sepak tekraw ball like a soccer ball, playing chapteh, practicing ridiculous dance moves, and even constructing a street soccer court with tables and chairs to form the walls. nostalgia struck again when watching our sec 3 performace, it was SO RETARDED HAHAHA. omg. totally no face. with like invented dance moves like million steps, handstand/tap your feet HAHA omg. speechless. and the WAVE :D oh oh oh~~ omg. haha. seriously laughed till my cheeks were sore, and lost my voice for quite a duration too. realised that i haven't laughed this much, and this naturally in ages. makes me miss the times we had, when things weren't so complex, and all there was were friends and school.

at least some of us managed to lunch together, and to lan after that. guess this'll just make us treasure our time more (:

Labels: friends, reminiscence

the kitten's so cuteeeee. haha i just have a soft spot for kittens i think (: on the way home, i saw a cat resting on the walls of those landed property, it's actually the first time i've seen a cat settled down on the low wall (:

haha anyway, my ankle's kinda screwed now. was just kicking the ball around, then did some defending and suddenly the ball hit my leg before i got a firm foothold. as a result, it knocked me off my feet (cause the ball's heavier than normal) and i collapsed on my poor ankle. at least it's fine, just feels mildly weird and unable to rotate. hope it recovers soon.

promos promos. they're approaching swiftly yet stealthily, awhile ago there was still more than two months ago. i've just realised i've been super slackish ever since blocks ended, like i've been sleeping in ALOT of lectures, and not doing my tutorials and wasting my time in school. i shall thus, attempt to change for the better. jiayou me.

Labels: jc, misc, promos

What can we take on trust
in this uncertain life? Happiness, greatness,
pride - nothing is secure, nothing keeps.

~Euripides, Hecuba

i saw a long lost friend today. maybe not that long lost, but was definitely great to see her again after many months. she's probably the person i got to know in the shortest time, messaging hundreds of messages after knowing her for three days (:

of course, that's all of the past now.

and things around me are beginning to change once again. or perhaps just me.

Labels: quotes, reminiscence

ENCHANTED
hidden beneath, in those eyes of mine.

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nel
hwa chong institution
16 years old
nov 06 1992
christian