9:50 PM
Jul 1, 2009

i totally detest this side of myself. the freaking competitive side. to tell the truth, i'm studying for bio right now, because i don't wanna lose to others. i've probably put in more effort in subjects i'm better in, than those i'm weak in. it's such a superficial.. thing. don't know what to fill in there.
i love bio as a subject, but right now, i'm not studying for blocks for the love of it, but only because i don't wanna lose out. i am a freaking sore loser omg. hate hate hate it. i should just give up right now, cause i don't think it'll make much of a difference cramming several hundred pages of information into my cramped brain would make much of a difference anyway.
/edit. thanks.
Contentment is trusting God in the toughest times.
Labels: blocks, God, rants

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