6:09 PM
Aug 15, 2008
ah, help me ): a c6 for chinese, means i'm on my worst streak ever for chinese. throughout fifteen years i've never failed a single chinese test/exam, and here i am, one who failed two papers last term. considering that my chinese is better than english in terms of percentile, this shouldn't be happening. even for PSLE, i didn't get my A* for english, but swept the A* for chinese and distinction for HCL.
furthermore, geog came back, and i'm with a freaking 59% for it. it's not like i didn't study for it, i can regurgitate everything back at you, but somehow i just can't get the marks i need. and IHC's not looking good at all, after how we were told we didn't do well(we knew it ourselves when we saw the questions).
and i've just finished my wonderfully horrible math paper. what an oxymoron. i'm quite screwed for it, estimated at least 20 marks lost? and i was hoping for the 2AU math to actually help to improve my score. guess this'll only happen in my dreams. with every terrible score i receive back, i get even more motivated to start mugging and to work hard for my EOY papers, hoping to ease through them. but when i start staring at my notes, i lose all form of motivation and have simply no idea where to start from. and exams are five weeks away D:
demoralized.
Labels: studies
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