5:35 PM
Jul 6, 2008
as i sat at starbucks today, i just truly felt so alone. i realised how few people i really had to confide in, people whom i trusted were really so distant away and wouldn't be there at the exact time i needed help. perhaps it was just their busy schedules. i watched the world outside there pass by so quickly, how people just hurried by while i was sitting there, feeling so helpless and listless. i was jaded, with the world, its monotony and its high expectations of us people with limited capabilities. and just sat there watching, as the world went by...
whenever there was no one walking by, i naïvely thought that the world would pause in its tracks momentarily, for me to catch up. but i was so wrong. the world out of the limited view of my eyes was still flashing by, oblivious to those crying out for it to halt. perhaps it's time for me to realize, to face the fact that there'll be no one out there who'll always be there to lend a ear at any time i require. and no single person is completely dependable at all.
Labels: rants
well, i'm just a usual nobody who's slightly inclined towards blogging, and a child of God. you're susceptible to the manipulation of my thoughts while you're around here! muahahaha. okay, enough of my rubbish, you can continue reading now :D and don't forget to TAG!